I never ment to hurt you and ik that it seemed that my intentions where bad it was never like that. I apologize for what i did. I should have told you about jesse but i panicked and thought it would have been better if you didnt know. Jesse thought the same and lied to you just as much as i did. I did love you though. And cared so much i just didnt like who i was like i was happy with you but i felt like i couldnt be independent or control my own life because i wasnt able to make good decisions or smart enough. I juse felt like i was being restricted from living and experiencing things. Although we coulda experienced a lot more we did learn so much from eachother and im sorry it had to end like that. I just felt like we tied each other down but when you are with someone you are suppose to live together and not limit eachother but support eachother. Idk i just never felt much of your support i guess. Idk bottom line i always felt like there was something missing which always had me scared.